hello. so today we ran the whole thing and it felt okay, but i feel a little detached from what i am saying now. on the first couple of days, my speeches and the emotions in the speeches felt raw (in a good way) and it felt like i was feeling and saying these things for the first time. now it feels a bit as though i am just regurgitating these words that i have memorized. I'm sure that once its opening night and i have all that adrenaline that ill be more into what I'm saying. also, i probably won't be as tired. otherwise, i think were at a really good place now and will be ready for the show.